shake rattle boom

if these walls told stories

they’d be crying

tear me apart!

fussin’ about the lies

he told back when

it mattered-

won’t change the fact

that now-

baby’s shredding the

inner parts of my ear-

it’s ringing-

ringing like that time

i caught you shakin’.

spittin’ lies again, Jim-

and now this pisspole

woman you met that night

after the fireworks is at

my house asking for your

money-

listen, she rattles like-

like a dying snake

like the sound won’t stop

like why didn’t you think

of me!

bastard-

but i can’t keep you wise

you know,

the fool down

the street-

he told me to keep

an eye on you,

well i-

i kept them both and

still missed the main point-

when the pieces don’t fit,

the house goes boom.

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Happy New Year!

Thank you all so much for checking in and reading bits of my work over the past year. I feel like I’ve gotten to know myself on a deeper level in 2020 and it really showed in my work.
I love poetry–I can even say that it just might be my first true love. This year, I picked the pen up and put down my thoughts more than before. It is with this creativity that I found joy and peace during, arguably, the most challenging year in recent memory. Writing got me through a lot.
So with that, I am wishing you all a wonderful 2021. I hope that you find your peace and I hope that you are able to re-find YOU. It’s easy to get lost in this world. But when you pull yourself back and reconnect, it is so amazingly refreshing!

~shesneon

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the moon don’t dance

Gravity. Things fall.
It isn’t a dance, you see.
No, it is a law.

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there’s an old saying that when we go fishing we pull up strings

at the ends,
we won’t know
where we’d been led
or exactly where to go.
to be trussed and knotted
lines of our pasts be forgotten
or whirling in fish traps
tangled in waves as the sea slaps,
we can’t see but two feet ahead.
cleverly clustered to keep warm, yet
taken up in boats.
not near and not far,
not one that man should boast.

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This is what you say

Tell ’em your soup was too hot.

It hit your throat like lightning.

You couldn’t holler about it.

The shock was volcanic

and frightening.

They’ll have their doubts.

Will say you never cried,

you should’ve bellowed out,

we’ve heard Wolf too many times!

Those dreams you had in your head,

with the dimmed lights, paper bags and coats,

they stopped coming around.

Now, you have noisy visions.

There’s haunting behind your eyelids

and what you have now are missions.

Tell ’em you didn’t have a plan,

that where you slept was too cold,

it gave you writer’ brain freeze.

Tell them you have an idea.

They’ll ask you where did you go

and why did you leave.

Say, My inspiration is failure.

Say, my inspiration was Failure.

They’ll be listening then.

Be like the lightning with steaming hot words.

And do not forget,

most important of all these things,

never give ’em an excuse.

Never tell them your dreams.

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3 wishes

for feathers
for hollow bones
to fly ever alone.

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“bummer”

No shoes
No food
No friends
No job
No home
Bummer.

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you.

I heard a quote

that you spoke about me.

Awful kinds of words.

Would you take it back,

and recant if you could?

you said you were venting.

Like a hot oven, I presume.

you said it was just banter.

Like a humming bird, I presume.

you said it with fervor.

Like a ballad, I presume.

A song about me.

How delightfully these words must’ve

melted away from your lips,

the perversion of me coming from

your mouth like snake’s venom

poisoning the air so freely and

without care.

I’m both impressed and humored

that such a person,

whose name I’ve forgotten,

remembered me.

you.

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earth.

I don’t think we’re supposed to be here.

This place has turned into shambles.

We’ve done unforgiveable things.

For example,

We took the plants and trees from the ground

And engineered a new size

We changed the color of flower’s petals

More fitting for human eyes.

What damage have we done

What lines have been crossed

How ungrateful must we be

To so boastfully emboss.

And now we’re crying,

“Oh! The seas!”

And now we’re worried,

“What about the bees!”

Well, what about them?

Is their honey not so sweet?

Are you scared there isn’t enough

Milk in the cows or fat to eat?

This is not the way to sustain life.

The grounds tremble with mental breakdowns

And the skies have temper tantrums

The statues carved from stone

Can’t withstand the unsettling spasms.

So we cower inside houses made of wood

Filled with decorations of gaudiness

That were once alive and once good.

We cling to our madness like moss to a tree.

But we don’t face north,

For it’s our faults we refuse to see.

We hate being told and we hate to change

Lest that change brings profit.

Money is always worth a little disgrace.

Has anyone ever considered

The way that blood soaked soil

Might’ve set the crops off course

And the food we ate caused our hearts to spoil?

Have you considered the rivers to be filled

Or lakes and creeks to be supplied

By tears or sweat, some mixture of the two

From Mother who watched as her creation died?

Don’t rush to be sad or angry or indifferent.

There is plenty to be happy for.

The sun still sets and the waves still crash.

The gulls still fly off the shore.

The mountains still sing and the plains are flat.

And you are still breathing.

How about that?

Have you considered despite all that is wrong,

The irreversible, the inevitable, the immoral

That there might be something unseen,

The intangible, the unexplained, the ethereal?

I don’t think we’re supposed to be here.

We are not meant to stay.

Perhaps what we’ve been given is just that,

A gift to use ’til we go on about our way.

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revelation

bonded to the bravery

of paperwork stacked

up to my neck

like it was breathing

or gagging

grasping for a moment with air

there’s a sickness among us

and it has no fear

in fact, it has no up

and it has no down

it lacks a face

the worst of the condition

is that it has no hope

where there was once a parade

of satisfied tinglings that well

up inside the belly

now is bound with tape

across the lips

and sucked dry from parasites

this is how good men die

without feelings or thoughts

they just become like bone

and the bone like sand

then on a thursday

when the wind calms the sea

they’ll cry

he never tried

he never worked

woe to his loved ones

as anger shuns their hearts

it makes no difference

how tall the paper gets

in a room of whimpering dogs

who feed off the poor

there is a sickness among us

it walks on sharpened branches

and pierces the tips of fingers

like ice when the frost bites

sweeping and setting trees on fire

it buries the sunset

along with it

no more sleeping in the darkness

what good is that

to close your eyes while the

blackness blinds your vision

why not un-see the day

and the mysteries it holds

for a chance to know

the secrets of the night

from the hands of which

mercy can be bestowed.

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